Do you ever get Acute Stress Syndrome? I have know idea if that is a real issue, but it sounds real. For me, its a case of getting flustered fast. Realizing it was happening, I asked for a few moments to resync and get balanced. Going to Hot Yoga for 90 min was not feasible.
I slipped into the room where the newly acquired treadmill (thank you Chris and Yvonne) is and get it humming. With U2's Live @ Slane Castle, I start to run.
Doors open, music blaring, heart racing. I run.
Within 30 minutes and just under 4 miles, I felt calmed.
Run. Jog. Walk. Move.
Do you realize within you, a best version resides. Sometimes the version of you gets buried by details, circumstances, pain, problems, etc. The reality is takes movement to clear the madness.
The worst thing I could have done is become stagnent and stale. Stuck. When I don't keep moving forward I get stuck in a moment that I can't get out of and surrounded by all that I can't leave behind.
"You got to stand up straight, carry your own weight..."
Waiting won't work. Later will not be better.
Do it now.
JAS